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2010-03-08T09:55:00.002+08:00

yay yay finally posting!!
car car and sharon muz be happy i finally posted den they got something to read le!^^
hehe well things cool dwn a little as cny is over sp enrolment is done juz waiting to go sch collect my student pass etc!!
now i met up wif more fwens^^
especially e clique!!
omg i miss u guys a lot and we finally get to gather!!
it was fun tat day!!
all e chatting and gossips!!
hehe we kept laughing!!
though will get worried of the two who fall sick poorthing!!
all in all it was great!!
hope there will be more of wat we did for tat day!!
hehe!!
in arnd near a month time i wud be schooling le!!
like finally!!
i wonder how my timetable will look like!!
anyway we hav pretty much of a holiday!!
oh well!!
my week seems to be quite filled up!!
wonder is it a gd or bad thing!!
it doesnt matter as long as im happy wif it hehe!!
i do hope i wun be much a trouble to anyone!!
oops tats juz one of my thinking!!
no offence=]]
one more wk and its holiday for many students le!!
my sis is so looking forward to it i think!!
she doesnt like sch but im sure she will definitely score very well much more better than me!!
i guess i hav to work extremely hard to score well or rather juz to do well bah!!
how much i envy them!!
haiz oh well juz smile=]]
hahas ok hope to see clique sn and fwens!!
luv u guys!!=DD

2010-02-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

its gonna be CNY!!!!!
was busy wif cny stuffs recently!
well its like all e giving shoppping etc de!!
hope it will be a better yr for everyone!!
hahas oh my i miss all of u!!
i hope i wud be able to see most of u at sch when go back for cny celebration!!
hahas cant wait!!
countdwn 4 days mre!!
well its aso hard to believe tat its me first time experience tat cny and valentine is like on e same day!!
my mum still say its common!!
of cuz she eat salt mre than i eat rice!!
hahas ok ignore tat i am a small eater for e fact!!
lols i wonder how couples r gng to survive tat day!!
im so curious!!
hahas ok mind me of being rude!!
me gng to mia a little during cny!!
hahas!!
always been e same for many yrs le!!
tell u most of us will gain lots of weight during cny period!!
omg all e snacks r all so tempting!!
i wan to get my hands on some!!
hehe!!
ntuc xtra hav like a whole two shelves of it!!
i was like we got so many tibits or cny snacks to eat one orh!!
hehe=pp well dun care la juz eat!!
tats e fun of cny aso e steamboat will be on e move!!
hahas early happy CNY ppl!!=DD

2010-01-27T11:30:00.003+08:00

posting as carcar requested!!!
hahas ok la!!
OMG im so happy i get into e course i wan!!!
hahas and glad tat some r same sch wif me=pp
aso tat ppl r getting wat they wan!!=D
hahas!!
but im sad tat not gng to same sch as some!!!
sobz me gng to miss u all!!!!
many jc and diff poly!!
promise we shall meet up again!!!
sobzT.T
but well im so shock tat today me noe result den nid to go sch le!!!
hahas for briefing oni!!!
i cnnt imagine me as fast as those gng jc!!!
hahas see!!!
mine being tmr!!!
hehe=pp
so well me hope all will be fine bah!!
hahas cnnt seems to cool dwn..
me still didnt slp well ytd nite!!
so worried!!!
didnt dare to see e msg sent by moe till like me parents open den i relief!!!
hahas
well i lost e bet wif me mum!!!
and me dad was like so proud he can see e future keep saying me can get in de!!
im sure to say they more excited den me lor!!!=pp
hahas cnnt believe it!!

2010-01-20T11:40:00.003+08:00

mon was great!!
me and sharon went to help mr woon!!
hehe=pp
i seriously feel our sch security guard were horrible!!!
omg!!
hahas!!
well anyway i cnnt believe tat e first cher i saw when i step into sch walking towards e stuff rm wud be mr boay!!!
i can still rmb e time e scared me during e day we go take results!!
hahas he was wondering y were we there!!
hehe so i made a call to mr woon and went in to e staff rm when he let us in!!
many cher was so shock to see us there!!
and e common sentence was.......
wa one hour how luch arh?? free labour??
oops!!!
hahas jkjk la they r all jk!!
mr boay still wan us to help him pack!!
muz bk first lor!!
hahas or ask his alien fwens help him!!=pp
hehe den tok to mr ng quite a lot tat day was rather laughing a lot!!
tats gd u noe!!
aso mr kes e geog cher 4eva kind!!!
hahas he kept jk!!
hahas mr woon first job tat he gave us is do corrections of testimonials!!
wa so amused by *s~ahem* one..
hahas!!
den packed his shelf etc..
great discovery!!
many new ncc tee!!
oldest paper 1997!!
omg boots and shoe!!
hahas many random stuffs like magazine too!!!
hahas wonder how he keep his stuffs so long!!
we threw a lot of papers and its so heavy!!!
omg!! each of us got difficulty bringing it out!!!
walk arnd sch like so nostalgic!!
finally ate sch food!!!
i wanna go mr woon jse and see him cook!!!!=DDD
hahas!!^^
well stayed like 5hr plus there omg!!
but it was wonderful and fun!!
wanna do it again hehe!!!
well gng to go see carcar ltr!!!
hope she is feeling betta!!=]]

2010-01-14T08:58:00.002+08:00

i felt so slow!!
till now i haven really work out all 12 choices!!=pp
ok its me mum say fill all 12 safer!!
well i hope i can get in to e first few choices..
ive been worry abt e choices to make since like mon!!
it was so fast mon get result den now submit choice den ltr see wher we go!!!
omg!!
i could hardly keep up!!
hahas still rmb on mon got scared by mr boay!!
it was like omg!!
i think sharon and carissa noe e feeling rite!!!
hahas we had our heartbeat beat like 100x faster!!!
lucky i manage to finish my cheese fires!!!
hahas anyway was quite ok wif my result!!
many had e same result!!
tats so cool!!
hahas hope many of us get to e same sch so can see each other often!!
im so gng to miss u all!!! sobz..
hahas oh well rmb to keep in touch!!!=pp
dun forget abt me!!!
hehe i hope all of us get into e choice u wan!!!
its amazing how life hav past isnt it=]]

2010-01-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

wa long time no post le!!!
i better post if not someone nth to read le!!!=pp
hehe no offense arh!!
well i really do miss many of u my fwens!!
some really near a month i nv see le and hardly tok!!
i wanna apologise as well was busy wif work and stuffs..
hope u all forgive me k??=]]
well some more results coming out le..
its scary sia!!
well i believe all of us can do it de rite!!
hehe!!
sn we will all see each other again when we all go collect result bah!!
i envy many tat went oversea and reallly glad all had fun at other countries!!
and sharon told me so much things she had done in sydney!!
it was veh nice!!
hope i was there too!!=pp
i miss e time i went to vietnam wif fwens and chers!!
so cool and memorable!!
so fast end of sec life le!!
i miss sch a lot and preferred to study!!
i miss times at sch!!
time really flies!!
it was juz in a blink of an eye really!!
i felt so old when all the rest wearing sch u walk past me at jp!!
hahas!!
im really a weirdo!!
well i heard changes in sch made and well count me lucky to leave e sch arnd tis timing...
but of cuz i bu she de to leave e sch..
i think some actually noe e changes le!!
sch reopen for like 2 days le!!
hahas i keep thinking of wat hmwk nid to do!!
ahhh!!!
hahas hu hav the same thinking as me de!!!
pls raise ur hand cuz if not i am really e one thinking tis way!!
hahas anyone!!
kk think im juz randm and crazy le!!
think i am juz spamming the post!!
i will juz keep typing!!
hmm i can hear my sis trouble over her cca stuffs..
sounds like me last time hehe!!
now her turn to be busy le and her turn nxt yr o lv liao!!
wow fast sia now she upper sec le!!
wa me sound even older!!
it is nice my dad e almost whole wk leave..
can spend time wif him and hear his random jokes!!
hahas!!
well lucky he is here to advice things too!!
i think all will be getting busy wif cny sn!!
so fast cny le!!
omg wor!!
nid to help mum le i think!!
gonna be a huge task!!
hope all hav bought cny clothes le and prepared to wear all nice and neat!!
ready to impress ppl wif ur new clothes??
hahas jkjk ppl!!
tis year cny will be a long wkend for many students bah!!
four days a lot wor!!
all can enjoy le!!
hahas and surprisingly tis yr valentine's day and cny clash!!!
so too bad for e couples!!
tis yr hav to spend wif family le orh!!
its a gd thing actually!!
its nice to spend it wif family de!!
hahas i got a feeling i am like writing an essay sia!!
tis could actually be e longest post i ever posted!!
i noe!!
im juz being crappy!!
hehe!!
im really asking for a bash le!!
wa i wonder i still got anything to type anot hehe!!
think i am out le!!
ahhhhh!!!
i feel so guilty!!
i wanna go cca day but nid to work sobz!!
okok hehe!!
to those hu dye their hair rmb to dye black or do sumthing be4 go sch orh!!!
i wanna take results wif u all!!
hehe okie i hope to see u all sn k??=D^^

2009-12-17T11:24:00.002+08:00

lalalala its another day!!
how much i wanna relax and rest!!
hahas i noe hu dun wan too=p
well many things to plan..
events all over!!
well i do not noe wat to post actually..
juz random!!!
lols shall think of wat to post again bah!!=]]

2009-12-11T10:23:00.000+08:00

early in the morning..
weird but suddenly start pondering over things..
realise there are a lot of things yet to be done!!
omg!!
i wonder how am i gng to plan and settle everything..
kinda getting tired..
but well i hav to hang in there!!
working isnt as easy...
but doesnt mean it cant be fun in its unique way=p
hehe miss everyone!!
wonder when i get to see all of them again=D

2009-12-07T17:32:00.002+08:00

OMG so busy nowadays!!
finally get to touch e com!!
lols!!
well got busy with AFA '09..
go MIA to somewher and live..
and now busy wif work..
its rather gd..
great experience too!!
get to do wif me wonderful fwens!!=DD
all of us were tired after a few days...
till today i alrdy got several fwens went overseas le!!
hope they take care and wud miss them too=[[
SHARON OWE ME SWEETS=pp
i owe ppl pics and drawing=pp
hehe its like a 'game of owe'..
hahas ok ignore me im crazy!!

2009-11-20T21:14:00.003+08:00

RED Camp 6 Day 1:
early in e morn went to np..
it was all new and kinda stranger to me..
in vikings so i wored green!!
i hardly hav any green in my closet!!
wonder how i wud survive e nxt few days!!=p
went in everyone was a stranger!!
went in to e convection centre..
five tribes:Ninjas(Blue), Apaches(Red),
Vikings(Green), Spartans(White), Centurians(Yellow)..
well we had one big grp of VIKINGS!!!
sl everywhere!!
i luv their t-shirts a lot!!
learn e red camp cheer, vikings cheers, noe our tribe mascot and tribe mc..
and e red camp 6 mc!!
we went to the school of FMS, HMS and HS..
i luv e puppet show!!
its nice!!
tried e nitrogen biscuit!!
omg smoke!!
lols it was fun and i met new fwens!!
they r nice ppl!!
we had KFC for lunch and as usual me cnnt finish!!=p
get to noe more sl too!!
awesome ppl!!!
4 plus all of us tired le!!
manage to get home by 7 to 8 and den had my dinner..
FINALLY!!=p

RED Camp 6 Day 2:
go to np as usual EARLY!!
felt more familiar wif e place!!
register and went in all red campers sat on e floor!!
went to e school of BA, ICT and SoE..
it was cool in sch of ba..
they hav cafe and place to play those boardgames..
they went overseas and had so much fun!!
and well few of our sl are in ba hahas!!
ask loads of qns too!!
hahas saw one of e course i like too!!!
pushed sl to play piano..
veh nice but he still say he duno=pp
it was nice to work tgt to design a luge!!
ours lasted 4sec plus can bah!!
had breeks for lunch!!
had asian food for dinner!!
went home late abt 9=]

RED Camp 6 Day 3:
is the last day!!
went extremely early!!
omg i gonna miss all and red camp6..
went to find green polo last nite and wore it e last day!!
did all cheers!!
went to e adventure park and take a look and place wher they hav all camp=]
hahas its nice!!
it was raining heavily!!!
wat was touching was tat e sl form a row wif umbrellas to shelter us to convection centre!!!
LUV U SLs!!!
they all were wet!!
we had bee hoon for lunch!!
and hav japanese cuisine for dinner!!
nice~ lols well we took loads of pics!!
final speech and cheer...
den it was HOP nite!!
lovely!!
get high!!
it was kinda like clubbing..
dance battles stuff like tat..
but dun worry its a harmless one=]]
ended like 11pm and well reach home by 12am!!
it was tiring but FUN!!=D
gonna miss tis!!

2009-11-16T13:39:00.002+08:00

RANDOM!!
well cant wait for e anime fest!!
so cool!!
lols well still thinking wat to do..
hahas im little crazy..
weird, duno wat am i dng!!
am i running away from sumthing??
Hope Not!!=]]
well gonna spam all anime hehe!! CHEERS!!

2009-11-16T00:17:00.002+08:00

Finally over o lv le!!
FREEDOM!!!=pp
still i feel so lost of wat to do..
hmm well..
gng to miss everyone!!
i dun wanna leave JSS..
dun wanna leave my wonderful fwens..
dun wan to leave e lovely chers..
dun wan to have all this to end..
like wat someone say, still we have e chance to meet up again de bah=]]
promise??
Rmb e gd old times=pp
PEANUTS: its alrite to a little NUTTY at times and have fun!!!=D

2009-07-18T14:22:00.002+08:00

nanimo te ni tsuganai
shirokunu no hitomide
watashi wa tada hitasura
ano koro no watashi wa
nani ni kandou shite
nani ni manzoku shite
jibun wo rikai shiteitano

"Watching you from afar
Knowing you are alright
Those true smiles that never appear infront of me
Can be find when you are with her
This let me know i did the right choice
To let you go
Seeing you have obtained your true happiness
Thats all enough
Please do not look back"

2009-07-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

its been long i nv post le...
oops... gonna cut it short too=[[
finally prelim 1 had ended after two papers today...
phy and chem..
well surely i didnt noe how to do e loads of qns...
went out tgt wif e gals^^
sure had fun=]]
hahas took lots of pics too i think=PP
sure a memorable day for me=]]

SLOVES

2009-05-24T20:14:00.002+08:00

wasnt at home for a few days..
finally get to stay...
get to finally eat her cookings...
miss those days...
went to watch movie..
it was great and extreme funny...
its been so long i hav been watching movie wif u guys...
enjoyed it..
recieve a small gift..
was trying to see wat happen if it is under light...
tried for long and all it does was blinking hahas..
however it is cute..
'invaded' smarty room and chat till quite late...
nxt morn get to sch for mentor from there..
get back there quite late cuz of geog...
get to learn how to wrap e dumplings..
it was fun..
for so long i always watch but now get to try..
wasnt easy at all..
took my hat for her...
got gravy all over my hands and makes my hands look 'delicious'..
hahas..
went to play in arcade with them...
it was fun...
went to see a dog named cookie..
it was same breed as ruffy..
oh my it makes me miss him so much..
wonder wher is he how is he...
the last time i had him on my laps and him whining...
cookie is a smart and lovely one...
very cute...
luv to licks hahas...
get to see hubba too...
finally see him...
and the two little children...
learned a few things in e car...
how many times uncle could repeat tat time goes past veh fast..
in a blink of an eye...
so having a aim wud make life more meaningful..
no matter how much sadness or laughters...
no matter how hard things can be it will be over de...
duno when will i see u guys again...
duno when will i post again...

2009-05-09T22:14:00.006+08:00

well thx gals for the time spent together at town..
really enjoyed as well its kinda like my first time..
all e laughters and fun we had i will not forget..
and aso not forgetting our promise=pp
hope there will be a nxt time=]]

many of my fwens r having prelims le...
well wish they wud score high at least get wat they wan...
hahas JIAYOU JIAYOU and ALL E BEST!!!=DD
wanna hear gd news from u guys=]]

y cant i do e rite thing for once...
i always cause nth but troubles...
submerged more into darkness...
cries and tears..
y isnt there a corner to even hide...
y cant all tis negative thots juz go away..
wanna run away but nv did..
afraid so afraid...
i cant even help...
felt so useless...
felt such a failure...
someone save me pls
T.T T.T T.T

2009-05-03T17:19:00.003+08:00

thx all e peeps hu shared and spent time wif me during e pt..
sry i cauesd a little trouble..
gained quite a lot..
many tests are coming..
o lv is getting closer..
my mind is gng to filled wif studies...
but cant hold on longer..
seems to lack of rest...
i aint sure wats gng on...
seems to be getting more and more blur..
well wat shld i do...
im so sry i started to neglect..

2009-03-25T09:26:00.012+08:00

life and death~ life, wat am i dng every minute.. the things tat is happening every minute.. the actions i had done every moment.. the feelings i hav.. am i any cause of laughter, sadness.. any harm.. past, present, future... death, wat is it, like anything in tv.. wat will happen after my death.. wat harm will i cause.. how many will tear.. i seriously duno y am i thinking of tat.. stress up wif studies and cca.. but it doesnt seem tat those stress isnt the main source causing it.. aso not my love ones and fwens.. i duno wat was the source.. confused~ wanted to laugh and smile every minute.. juz to avoid tis thinking... dun wan to think tat way... but sumhow my heart feels so much heavier.. sad i think? feel like crying out.. but no tears? 深深的在心里没人看的出来.. 安静的但却一直都在..

hahas well..
ct2 coming le..
everyone hav been stressing up..
relax..
jiayou jiayou orh everyone!!!
hope everyone can score wif flying colours!!
hahas ok??
all of u can do it de=P

2009-03-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

okie finally post=]]
seriously nv touch com for long leh..
fri gift last session le...
which is over le...
i am GONNA MISS E GIFT CHILDREN!!!
aso e volunteers..
wonder when will i see u all again T.T
hope to see u all sn=]]
aint much to write le bah..

2008-11-07T19:21:00.000+08:00

sry for the late post...
kinda busy this few wks or days...
gotta get prepare for vietnam trip...
finally acedamic programmes r over...
it is a wk be4 the flight to vietnam...
my mood haven been quite gd tis few days...
dun really wan to say wats the reason...
i juz cnnt take it anymore...
and i seriously duno wat to do..
dun wanna care anymore...
i am tired...
i do not wanna struggle anymore...
i juz wanna let go...
no more hurting of feelings...
i duno how long i can hold it...

2008-10-24T10:23:00.000+08:00

finally holiday is here..
but still got academic programmes..
hu ask the o lv got push forward...
aso got go to vietnam..
seems tat this holiday is full..
hahas..
oh well life as usual..
got back report bk..
results hmmm...
still ok lor.. hahas..
nth le bah..
go play game leh..
bb!!

2008-10-16T17:47:00.000+08:00

oh man i now serioiusly do not wan to be vice chair of my cca anymore...
all my efforts that i hav put in is not worth for that cher...
so crappy...
oh well..
getting so busy wif cca stuffs nowaday..
so paiseh and nv eat lunch wif wx for few days le...
well things seems to be out of hand but juz hope i still can make it..
i hope to see smiles on everyone faces...
tat will really brighten up my day...
but i too hav to buck up and brighten others day if i can...
jiayou le..
results were quite ok...
so wat does tat means..
i do not noe...
oh well juz wait for report book...

2008-09-26T20:57:00.000+08:00

i seriously do not wan to go emo anymore...
i seriously do not wan to a a gal who sits in the corner...
i seriously do not wan to feel alone...
i seriously do not wan to feel tat i am not wanted...
i seriously do not wan to hav the feeling of bias arnd me...
i seriously do not wan to be so sensetive...
i seriously wan to find the me being out of darkness...
with all that seriousness it is not like me...
oh well exams here shld concentrate on tat...

2008-09-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

less than one wk to end of yr le...
muz study super hard...
but duno am i doing tis for myself or wat...
or for the sake of juz scoring...
today study till seow...
study e whole day liaoz...
family... is it i really sensitive or wat...
but it seems to be the truth tat u all more care abt rachel...
not me...
and u all keep saying dad care me more...
i get veh disgusted...
y muz u guys keep saying sumthing tats not true over and over again...
i even silly to not believe wat i see or feel...
tat rachel is then really e one to be pat or ur family...
no longer mine..
how much i wish to go back till past..
i can hardly communicate...
i duno why...
things are getting harder for me..
i duno i can take it any more...
i duno...

2008-09-13T11:24:00.000+08:00

juz trying hard to do gd in cca...
and well got blame for everything ytd...
okok it is all my fault...
happy??
wat for i do so much...
juz dun get it...
nvm...
ytd trip to e parliament hse was ok...
e dinner was wonderful...
laughters all e way...
it was fun!
exam get nearer and i nid to study hard...
but i not sure i can do it...
oh well let things take it nature course...
cya post nxt time...

2008-09-07T18:16:00.000+08:00

long nv post...
hmmm dead le rite ...
hahas.. anyway EXAM coming!!
omgomg..
three wk less to prepare...
wonder can i past anot..
hmm...
wonder so much aso no point sia...
muz work hard...
but den say easy do difficult.. hahas...
well JY bah..
hehe...
hope to post soon again buahaha...

2008-07-04T13:32:00.000+08:00

hi~ sry for not posting for veh long...
announced dead for the moment hahas...
well a lot of things goin on during the period be4 this post is posted...
so busy...
got slc, hmwk, proposal, jss 45th anniversary dinner, etc...
this is the first time i am flood wif all tis stuffs..
or so many stuffs...
slc not tat scary after all...
it is fun beside stand-by-bunk...
veh kongbu...
the seniors so fierce...
the games are fun...
sir james sooooo funny...
mdm li hui veh nice...
sir ann peng ordering such nice lunch(nasi brani)....
sir weijian touched by story created by cca ldrs of grp 4 and 3.. hehe~
and many more~
aso went medic twice...
so pathetic...
cuz of tis i even make fwens wif the red cross...
she veh friendly...
hehe~
first time is gastric, second i cheer till hurt my throat...
gastric go medic den prepare water and biscuit for me...
feel so bad sia...
like they hav to take care of an extra "patient"
den one senior(mr teo) come to our side..
some of u may noe him...
wat caught his eyes were the biscuit...
hahas~
as got one of his junior is sitting infront of me...
he ask his junior wat happen to her, etc...
den suddenly he ask me aso...
so i ans lor.. gastric~
den he say i nv eat breakfast arh... nv eat the nite be4??
how i noe~ no one say marh....
den he pick up the biscuit and ask me eat....
i shock.. and he count the number of biscuit there...
got 12 and he ask me finish all...
i more shock...
in the end i didn't touch it..
when dinner, he happen to pass by..
ask me wat happen to that 12 biscuit...
nv eat?! ask me eat biscuit i nv eat and i eat my dinner finish...
hahas....
muz finish marh...
he funny seh...
den nxt day at stand-by-bunk
i hurt my throat when cheering...
ms yeong was there and she talk to me when tat happen...
so sad, den i cried and mdm li hui bring me to medic~
den he saw me crying!!!
so embarrass...
crap~
den lunch senior 'A' come and make daniel and we keep laughing...
den mr teo came and aso again he ask me why i cry arh??
he keep saying i keep explaining till almost choke...
den he stop and say eat my lunch and dun tok le..
hahas i scare him off i thnk...
Dodge FireArrow IV Concept my grp name...
grp member jasmine weiyang daniel gavin wei en shalini krystal and shi hui...
our grp won best grp and best flag!! YAY!!
when ending of camp i no certificate i shock...
den i ask mdm esther and she help me go print one...
in e end mr tan gav me by prize presentation way..
oni me so paiseh lor...
i a bit she bu de slc.. well.. it will be inmy memory..=D
den was givin proposal to do and i hav chiong it through the nite ytd...
slp late so tired..T.T
CIP...
so many hmwk nid to be done.. i hav to chiong all by one wk so stress...
well it is during holiday.. now still hav hmwk...
suddenly invlove in dinner...
not go and eat but den go there help..
AUCTION!!
all e paintings are so nice lor...
got one on old jss sch...
so cool but veh ex if accidently0.0 den die liaoz...
today 3.45 muz reach sch ealier den some, same time as some and ltr den gelradine...
haha~
hav to do till so late.. i still one of the 6 to help cher wif the auction getting info of successful bidder...
okie stopping here.. duno when will post again ..
got time i will hehe cya again...
=]=D=P

2008-05-24T11:07:00.000+08:00

heyhey...
exams over way long ago...
exam results come out..
scored badly...
almost cried but still i muz hold on to my tears...
no point crying...
try harder nxt time lor..
famous phrase i can say...
and for very first time..
i become one of e compulsory cases..
hahas cool~
but too bad not mr woon at patent meeting...
represent MOE go malaysia play chess...
hahas...
say subject cher take place...
say is mr kes...
hu noes is mr ng!!
oh my
amazing...
i fail my phy horribly...
i am phy rep...
i am facing my phy cher for parents meeting!!!
AHHH~~~
mum ask many qns...
mr ng and mum tok...
for quite long seh and i sit there and listen...
say so much on marks...
how to improve...
look at me till i so paiseh...
comment get by cher..
wa seh...
well things are interesting anyway...
sumhow...

so busy tis holiday i think...
all i hav in mind has nth to do wif relaxing...
i think i stressing myself up...
oh my...
wher is my holidays...
gosh~
cca camp tis wk...
cca presentation i nid to do...
sianz~
I GET INTO SLC!!!
cca cher duno y put me in...
i do not e qualification to be a ldr...
think wan to go anot...
well fwens go i go lor...
now SLC...
holiday taken away..
nid to do preparations...
AHHH~~
super scared for SLC...
aso nv say nid to bring wat things for e camp...
wonder wat the IC will do...
creepy~
got class bbq on 21...
wonder wher will we hav our bbq...
things not comfirm...
wait till welfare head andrew comfirm wif us bah...
hahas

past few days..
e guys hav been playing dare..
so funny...
andrew imidate mr kes...
kai kiat propose to geraldine...
sam draw heart on his chest and shoot it to kaiqin...
kai kiat asking deloras is his butt sexy...
doin actions too...
hahas..
xiezhen take off his first button and say i'm hot...
xiezhen asking shi hui can i tie ur hair..
jia wei asking cassandra r u missing me...
hahas more more of others stuffs...
well last day of sch...
nid to take pic and hav e whole sch take...
super hot seh....
stand under e sun...
ltr become roasted pig...
den mr kes is in for some lesson...
omg...
tok abt geog paper...
den mr lim come in after tat to giv report bk...
got SLC camp briefing...
nth much..
juz noe our grp and pay 10 dollars..
andrew poorthing...
last minute kena choose for SLC..
after breifing...
me, wx and andrew go eat lunch...
didn't andrew wan to 'jian fei'
eat oni macflurry...
we hav been aiming on each other...
say tis say tat...
keep aiming me...
sobz...
so bad...
me and wx go library after tat...
slack time!
nid to go parents meeting mah...
den still got long time till e parents meeting..
go popular after tat...
saw my senior...
tok a lot seh...
and i was late meeting my mum hahas...
and nxt u noe wat happen at sch...
go back to first paragraph..
XD

kk stopping here post nxt time..
buaix=]

2008-04-26T15:24:00.000+08:00

hey ppl....
days are getting closer to mid yr...
or shld i say mid yr is here!!!
mon is eng paper one leh...
anyway GD LUCK EVERYONE!
AND JY FOR MID YR!!!!
XD
tis yr so fast half a yr gone liaoz...
time do goes and come veh fast...
so do treasure wat u all hav now..
do not regret...
now almost everyday after sch go library study...
now muz chiong cnnt slack leh...
miss my slacking days..
hope i wun fail any of my mid yr papers...
i think tats my goal bah...
dun wan to aim too high...
or is dun wan..
hmmm...
duno wor...
hehe....
well juz let things take its course..
=]
kk stop here bah..
post next time..
bye ppl!!!

2008-04-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

HI PEEPS!!!!
YaY!! today my bdae!!!
one yr older leh...
so sad...
but today's bdae super happy....
really really thanks ppl hu celebrate my bdae wif me....
i hav a great time...
today early morning parents wish me happy bdae...
pri sch fwen sms aso...
jh broke record tis yr wake up super early de....
took e same bus 154A...
juz sit behind me... lolsXD
reach sch saw weini....
reach class outside i kena pull by wx...
to pbl studio outside....
is like so mysterious lor....
sit there wait wif wx...
wx gib me present hehe...
so happy....
hu noes they(weini, geraldine, jh, jn) actually bought cake for me...
then we at pbl studio outside eat CHOCOLATE CAKE!!!
but no lighter....
candle not lighted...
but still veh happy...
super high!!! SING BDAE SONG!!!
but eat till super full de...
i high till cnnt stand or sit still...
hahas...
skipping arnd duno y...
XDDDD
a lot of ppl wish me happy bdae...
shake shake hand...
and i smile till like omg....
grin!!!!
class aso sing bdae song... so paiseh...
recieve present from andrew and selina too!!
after sch pull go eat and i duno wher at first...
wx, weini, geraldine, jh, jn, steven, yong quan and me all go...
jn at first dun wanna go de...
but in e end go...
super emo lor him...
yong quan oni see him ltr after lunch...
go his hse play....
on e way to clementi called my nanny..
they all wish my happy bdae...
and i cried infront of everyone omg!
we went clementi eat western food!!
buahaha...
but they spend a lot i think but they wun let me pay or noe how much...
keep saying all tis r my bdae present...
hahas...
a package...
but the food was nice...
we called a lot too...
sausage, cheese fries, fish and chips, sandwich blah blah...
share share...
after lunch we go a few playground play take pics...
will waiting to go to yq hse...
go his hse super mah fan de...
lols...
but today's trip is worth de...
we play bilard in one room till 5pm...
yq book de hahas...
den i and wx super thirsty den we go buy drinks...
she buy soda water tastless...
i buy green tea...
we went to another playground!!!
hahas and played truth or dare...
we dig a lot of info buahahaha...
yq still treat us drink and snacks...
so nice of him...
but hor say wan sing bdae song while playing his guitar den in e end dun hav...
hahas...
we spend e whole time playing asking qns....
super funny...
laughters everywhere...
6 plus leh...
all of us went home....
i reach home at 8...
so many sms recieved...
hehe...
well...
THX PPL!!
really touched...
LUV U ALL!!!! ^^ XD

2008-04-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

ahhhh so bored...
nth to do now...
game patch cnnt dwnload duno y...
no game to play...
haiz...
mid yr exam coming leh...
so fast.. muz study hard leh..
everyone jia you orh!!!
few days ltr is my bdae leh...
so de dun fell like celebrating....
dun wan waste money buy bdae cake...
so weird...
every yr wanted to celebrate my bdae..
hope bdae come faster...
tis yr is like...
ya my bdae.. coming...
so dull...
duno y like tat...
haiz well hope a better day coming.... =]

2008-03-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

hihi i noe i noe...
its like super super long i nv post lerh....
den blog temporarily announced dead...
unable to like everyday on9..
like 'busy' with things...
hahas... okay lah..
when get to on com choing arh play game la...
relax listen music... den forget to post...
so sad... blog dead....
i haven do a funeral for it...
hahas...
common test 1 didn't do well...
phy fail...
now common test 2 i fail phy again!!!
wow... 2 straight in a row...
worry abt my mid yr leh...
wonder common test 2 how am i doin.. bad aso...
well hav to accept the fact...
new yr happen so many things...
well try not to look back...
still beautiful memories are left behind...
being very emo , saddist dark side of myself...
for the previous months...
juz after a lecture from my mum...
i realise things so much more....
i hav to change the way i am...
for a betta life..
now i am trying very hard very hard...
juz to change wat i nid to change..
hope everyone wud pardon me...
forgive me for everything...
road dwn my life up and dwn...
ain't smooth...
but still i would hold on...
^^

2007-12-31T10:48:00.000+08:00

now blog hav been sumwher i wud express everything..
things r so different now...
i now lost my soul...
no family...
no home...
parents some actions always seems to me tat they really hate me...
i ain't one of them...
i ain't their child...
their main focus always hav been sis...
ya my mood changes as fast lightning...
y?
i always tell myself plz be happy...
everything will be fine...
but eventually i was happy attracting attention...
u eventually didn't pay attention and turn attention to sis...
den eventually i will feel hurt and sad watever!
my mood change.. so wat?
den u wud giv me a little attention...
tats not i wan....
y dun u all understand...
i aso dun understand wats of all u doin...
i wanted to change sum of my stupid attitude...
but u all juz dun let me e chance..
now i was as quiet as ever...
no longer toking much...
how much i wander not to hav a sis...
even i look alone walking up and dwn when young...
i dun wan all ur attention...
i wan EQUAL attention from all of u any of u....
to me and sis EQUAL...
but u all will think u hav but u ain't me u dun noe how i will feel....
sumtimes i really hope it isn't me hu is born but me elder sis or bro...
i dun wan him or her to let their chance of being in e world to me...
i hav now no longer myself...
i counldn't find back myself...
i now no longer believe much abt love...
does it really much exist...
hu can help me find back my belief to it...
Love....
seems so far...
suddenly i am looking for e guy in my dream..
can he help me wif all tis..
i hope so...

2007-11-28T12:43:00.000+08:00

15-16 Nov chalet.....
tat day....
at chalet met one big strange family of 5 members
one veh weird bad tempered strict indian father( not trying to be racist here but in details dudes)
one sumhow normal normal unlucky chi mum..
so dun nid to say their children are mixed de...
one no manner not handsome eldest son...
wan walk past say 'excuse me' la...
one quite fierce friendly second daughter..
get along wif us quite well....
one totally ridiculous no manner not even cute youngest daughter..
play with u say hi, u crappy hell stuck out tongue at me gib me bu shuang face...
i dun even noe wat e hell happen to some ppl man....

such a bad day....
juz a dinner...
cried infront of everyone..
so crappy...
lame ass lor...
now stop crying liaoz..
but still scared...
juz dun wan cry anymore got fwen console...
say jokes...
now tremble like hell so kong bu lor....
thot things will go well...
juz tis bloody uncle (he is the weird father said earlier)
spoil everything...
bad mood so wat does it giv u e right to scold anyone u wan....
and scolding e 'f' word as loud as he wan
letting e whole world listen...
no lor...
hate him to core man...
make me and jun xiang cry like hell...
juz not funny lor... curse him...
me ain't wan to see him ever again..
ppl like him me dun wan him living in tis world juz of his bloody attitude...
crap....

But in all tis the chalet was quite fun....
not slping e whole nite...
e best part was e ktv XD....
go someone's place play mahjiong...
cool~
hope all of us enjoy.... =]

2007-11-12T11:20:00.000+08:00

sry for e complaining...
As if e whole world is abt u...
As if e whole world hav to llive cuz of u...
hav any of u thot of me...
my feelings..
my thots...
Ya watever..
i noe there r ppl out there more poorthing than me...
U r counted gd alrdy...
Parents...
But still i wanna say...
It all out...
I am juz a simple gal...
Ain't asking for more than anything..
Accepting hu i am...
Hows my life, etc...
Can't u all accept it too..
It isn't my fault for being like tat...
I didn't mean it...
I will change if i hav to..
all i nid is time and patience..
I ain't gonna change over a nite...
Juz buying of stuffs..
It doesn't suit me no matter me like it or not...
God or not...
it alrdy step me dwn to e ground...
Unable to take it at e moment..
u gav me tat freaking look for me wanting to giv up on e stuff..
U step me even deeper in e ground...
HA!
Thx mum...
so called i really nid it......

2007-11-03T11:17:00.000+08:00

hey peeps...
ok damn long nv post...
ain't sure wat to post...
hehe....
well... sum stuff juz happen without planning...
lols.. example... me and wx go shopping...
unexpected both of us bought the same number of clothes
and the total cost are aso of the same...
hahas... unbelieveable isn't it....
lols... is tis wat we say coincedence??
or not??
hmmm.... it does make me wonders...
well yr end le...
2-3 '07 is seperating le....
sobz....
dun wanna be seperated....
nvm.... we r still as one rite?
well gd luck to u all in ur class next yr...
and take care wor...
still cya guys again huh???
^^ kkz end here bbs...... =[

2007-10-12T16:19:00.000+08:00

hi ppl...
long time no post le...
sry wor...
finally exam over but still worried over the marks....
so many things happen during tis period....
till now i couldn't walk out of the shadow of wat happen...
ain't goin so detail...
juz hope its not false hope he is giving me...
well few times at jp..
at the arcade...
we saw a expert..
he is so gd...
truly our idol...
so cool...
too bad he didn't get clapping from ppl...
poorthing...
hope able to find work soon...
jia you!~
tok next time^^...
byes...

2007-09-14T22:10:00.001+08:00

y things r in tis way.....
y u all think i dun understand everything...
got listen to me say be4 mah....
i gone through things...
things so hurting...
i juz hope to put them aside....
wouldn't tok abt...
it giving it a chance to
and hope it dun happen again...
y would u all feel i dun feel as worse as how u all feel now...
now all i can do is torturing myself...
physically....
juz brutally torture...
things shldn't be the way they r now...
hope so much things go better...
do as i promise telling everything.....
but end up making things worse....
so crappy hate myself making someone's day worse...
i totally feel worse den ever....
things shldn't be tis way....
feel so useless...
my always wanted love...
dreams...
y quarrel....
y not having luving each other more....
y letting all this make us unhappy....
i didn't wan tis to happen...
i noe it hurts...
i hav been back stab be4....
things wasn't close wif my first...
i feel so much worse den anything..
y couldn't anyone get it....
so hope all tis wouldn't even make a single step into us....
wun even giv a damn...
cuz we hav each other...
cuz we luv each other...
cuz we need eah other...
cuz we care and concern abt each other...
cuz we dun hide anything from each other...
cuz we trust and believe each other...
rite??
building a stronger relationship is the thing we nid to noe....
not noe to angry, feel hurt, sad, worried...
love road dwn is a couple walking it together...
any obstacles will be blocking our road...
it shldn't be a prob for us
taking the obstacles away together
easily, not letting it make us walk seperate ways..
i am not going to let any obstacles
make us walk seperate ways...
but i couldn't do it alone...
i nid u to be wif me through all tis....
i nid u to understand....
not making any day as the saddest or worst....
but instead the happiest, exciting, wonderful day....
get wat i mean...
hatred isn't wif u
but letting it be wif u make ppl around u suffer...
u aren't alone....
u noe it....
kk end~ =[ =(

2007-09-07T16:42:00.000+08:00

hey peeps... here to post again....
haiz tis holiday keep staying at home the whole day....
oni like thur den get to go out....
mostly i'm the one alone at home...
nth to do...
thur go out....
den drink coffee at coffee bean wif wx....
specially choose a veh cold spot to sit....
den we spent a time there chatting....
after that we went walking around jp....
duno wat to do...
den we went arcade play till crazy...
after that decided to go to west mall...
we ate a veh nice ice cream....
start walking all abt....
den take bus go jp there the library...
we both borrow two same book...
and somehow also saw many book titles veh cute....
kinda going crazy....
den today fri....
plan go out wif him....
at my hse dwnstairs duno wher to go...
den decided to go bukit batok after a while of thinking....
while waiting for the bus his mum called...
knowing my time wif him was gonna be short....
unable to do anything....
thinking me all alone juz makes me feel kinda lonely....
i now alrdy unable to fill the emptiness in my heart....
so empty...
juz wan to get wat i always wanted and dream of....
not gonna elab on tat....
dun think anyone will noe...
not gonne toking abt the veh cute guy at the mrt station...
i folo him to bukit panjang....
den go seperate ways at a point...
say gdbye to one another...
me alone wandering around the neighbourhood....
i keep toking to myself....
juz keep toking...
den end up walking in bukit panjang plaza....
strolling...
hu noes be4 i go out
and walk round the neighbourhood again....
i saw him...
so surprise....
but it juz last less than a minute.....
den again say gd bye....
after hours of walking i decided to go home at last....
took 180 to jp and bought bubblle tea...
maybe i shld walk around alone again next time....
alone 4eva???
hope not.....

2007-08-26T18:08:00.000+08:00

hey peeps...
sry for those cnnt read the chi characters of my previous post....
haiz... things aren't they i hope it will be...
my love life, i think it's stable...
or i hope closer and stronger....
but no one noes wat is goin on in my family...
i noe me been being emo...
also getting high, smiling a lot...
i look strong outside but weak inside...
but things juz didn't seem to be the way it is last time...
now... my absence in the family doesn't matter...
my parents wun giv a damn to find me....
am i home or not, no difference..
but if its my sis hu is lost....
they would giv all their best find her,
know her whereabouts...
would feel sad..
would feel the eager to held my sis back into their arms...
i dun get all tis if i'm the one lost....
the attention i nid... haiz...
at least ur parents scold u, dun allow u do this do that,
say no to sum stuffs, etc....
at least they pay attention to u,
care abt u so dun allow doin things,
say no to things they worry will hurt u....
i dun get all tis now...
wher i stay no longer my home...
i get the blame for everything, even its my sis wrong anot,
its still my fault...
i will always leave a scar in them
for the very small things i hav done and ignore me...
wat i hav done, hav nv been appreciated by them...
i'm nv better than my sis for everything....
they would smile back to my sis no matter she smiles at them or not...
but when i smile at them they wun even giv a damn to smile back....
i sincerely apologize for the faults i made..
but they still wun forgive me.....
i hav been toturing myself..
physically... juz toturing..
feel great... i will juz toture myself...
no one cares...
i would cry and no one noes....
i will always walk at the back of them....
things are worst....
juz worst....
i no longer feel as a part of this family....
no longer feel the love everyone will receive from their parents....
no longer feel this is home,
where i will feel the warmth and being love and care...
i want to move out of wher i am staying now...
i wan to move out.....
really....
out of this place....
plz someone help me....
plz...
i reall nid someone now...
really nid someone close to me...
really nid tat person by my side....
i'm in a lost...
juz so lost.....
ending here... thx for reading... bb.... =(

2007-08-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

这一切一开始我感到好幸福
也没后悔和你在一起
那开始的几个星期
我好开心
我所其待的爱情好进哦
一切都好美哦
我好像为了你而活
但这一切都不存在了
一个晚上一切都没了
我才知道我在你心是怎样的
我一之哭哭了整个晚上
我不知道该怎么做
这也没结束
你一之批评我一之尽量去改变
改变到你满意
但你没有满意过
你提了分手也有三次了但也没分手
你知不知道这两个字对我有伤害
你也有骂我其他的我感到好伤心
心好像被一千多个刀刺进去
我再也受不了这些伤害了
你有没有想过我呢
你所做的对我会怎样
我所相信的爱情被你打碎了
想找个肩膀来靠
我累了也不想活了要倒了
我只要有人真心爱我，关心我，在呼我，接受我一切，相信我
在我最需要他时他会陪在我身边
在我最难过时他会在我身边安慰我
在我最开心的时候他能和我一起分享
有什么心事能够跟他说他会听也会给我一些提议
有他在我什么都不怕因为有他保护我
把我所有都给他
相反的我会爱他，关心他，在乎他，接受他一切，相信他
为他牺牲
为他做一切都可以
为他而活
为他每天都开心的笑
爱是由双方的付出
能不能幸福就要看双方了
我下次再说吧
再见

2007-08-02T20:27:00.000+08:00

national day coming leh...
den holiday for national day..
buahahaha...
nowaday i keep injuiring myself haha..
gd sia...
but didn't kill myself haiz...
hahas relax...
jkjk...
well kena hurt nvm...
things will be over isn't it??
ok u may find me weird saying all this...
dun get to use the com so often duno why...
todae get to see a veh cute kitten....
den ish like it go over my leg haha den i noe it's there..
so ticklish...
den see it rolling around licking itself...
its so cute..
den wan to go over to play wif it...
den cnnt cuz of someone...
den it noe how to teleport hahas...
it can reappear from anywher...
haiz...
get hurt emotional...
ouch...
again i decieve myself to the truth...
y muz i...
i duno....
haiz.....
ok done here bb....

2007-07-25T17:24:00.000+08:00

hehe... hi guys again...
took long too for this post is it?
lols...
i duno wat to tok abt...
really..
oh ya i wanna thx those hu tag my board..
even though it is dead...
hahas... and aso trying my best alrdy posting as frequent....
hope the guys did well for their home econ test today...
did they hav their test taken??...
i really duno wor...
hahas...
juz tat keep testing jh and telling other guys wat to study for...
den is like so much hahas... to them bah...
haiz... wat shld i do...
shld i giv up on it or giv it another chance to proof itself...
and trust it once again...
so confuse...
nvm la...
hope soon enuff i can find the ans...
ok la... really duno wat to say leh..
kkz... see ya guys soon...

2007-07-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

here i am again...
thinking so much...
wouldn't actually stop..
let the nature take its course...
is it wat i should do??

林宇中- 旋律

你是眼里的音乐最动心的歌
你播着
全世界突然亮了
多么实在的感觉
望着你的脸
这一刻
我到了被人遗忘的永远
在陌生的街
天让我们遇见
像迷路的人找到了回家的路线
你的美丽
我要珍惜昨天会忘记
是谁遗失了你
我愿陪着你找回自已
当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里
我已确定那个人就是你
窝在我心里最动听的melody

你的美丽
我要珍惜昨天会忘记
是谁遗失了你
我愿陪着你找回你自已
当你姓名化作旋律在我脑海里
我已确定那个人就是你
窝在我心里最动听的melody

2007-07-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

As u all can see i haven been updating for long enuff...
lols...
forgive me...
i haven been gd lately...
but again thx to someone special to me...
thx for letting me be part of ur life...
thx for everything...
the luv u gave me was unforgetable..
but again u r so silly....
i am only be able to cry infront of u out loud....
u confront me wif the sweetess voice i could always remember...
tat day was the most beautiful day ever been...
dun be sry dun ever be...
dun ask me forgiveness..
no matter wat i will always forgive u...
i will keep all my promises tat i promise u...
life now is complicated...
to u also to me...
i will start anew...
i will try my best...
as wat u say ' u can do it'...

2007-06-06T10:28:00.000+08:00

ok early in the morning...
well i think not early at all...
brush my teeth and den ask my sis to wake up!!!
she ask me one...
not my fault..
on the com as i dun think i will be able to use it
when i staying at my nanny hse...
but can contact me by calling me or sms my hp..
so i on9..
check my blog..
post..
check my friendster..
go others blog..
well juz make sure i go do all this stuffs be4
unable to use the com for days...
duno wat to say now...
so weird..
strange..
well strange thing is i get cut when i was sleeping..
i duno how i get it...
juz a cut on my left thumb...
found out not long ago...
i dun even hav anything sharp near me...
strange rite...
haiz...
i am thinking wat hav i do wrong...
i duno..
nowadays my mind is like flooding
wif millions of thots..
well trying to get over it...
dun wan those thots make me unhappy..
or shld i say look unhappy..
i duno...
plz someone tell me wat to do..
nvm i think its betta the way i solve it myself..
sry...
juz trying to wake myself up
from my world...
ok nid to pack up things for staying
my nanny hse...
cya guys next post
buai buai...

2007-06-04T09:23:00.000+08:00

ytd slept around 3a.m. plus....
today 8 a.m. plus wake up...
5hrs of sleeping....
wander how i survive hahas...
den on9 no one...
sianz...
nth to do..
later still nid to bring my sis to sch...
den i will all alone at home...
no one to tok to...
haiz..
tok to myself also wrong...
later ppl think i crazy die liaoz...
i also duno find who to chat over the phone....
wx MIA....
cnnt find her lor...
wander her prob solve leh mah..
sianz...
duno how to help her also..
eh how come tok until wx dwn there hahas..
okok
so bored...
will be gg to my nanny hse and stay for a few days now and den...
den i duno can use the com there anot...
also not mine...
hw haven finish...
how...
still got cca camp on 19th and 20th of june...
lucky dun nid to stay overnite...
i dun wan to stay overnite...
i not quite happy wif my cca...
but got cca points take also gd la...
can anyone tell me wat to do...
suddenly i feel so lost..
cnnt find my way to anywher...
somehow come to think of it..
i really nid help on sumthing but
i duno wat...
haiz...
post so much i think also no one read la...
hehe..
sry if really any of u read...
ok stopping here...
will post asap...
buai buai...

2007-06-03T18:55:00.000+08:00

hey ppl...
hows holiday..
i noe it oni has been a week...
wat can i say...
today isn't gd...
afternoon i was reading a book
and den halfway got a terrible headache...
i cnnt even walk properly....
cnnt really concentrate when i am doing sum stuff...
like when sms him took quite long to reply bah at first...
also dun dare tell him...
den later my mum realise den help apply medical oil...
i den feel much betta...
but now and den will still headache....
haiz..
i wander wat to do the nxt few weeks...
i dun even noe how to do my hw liaoz...
for a few la..
like lit, d&t...
still remember on thur go cut my hair...
den go quite far or it is far...
the aunt who help me cut my hair ask me a few qns abt me and my sis...
still say thot i and my sis r twins...
unbelieveable...
den also say i pretty...
i was shock...
and she added wan to intro her son to me or intro me to her son...
either way bah...
den i was even more shocked...
den my mum say still young still young....
tat was so close....
ok stop here...
cya guys nxt time..
buai buai...

2007-06-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

haiz....
unable to hav gd sleep ytd nite....
things aren't the way they gg to be...
i duno...
i'm so confuse...
i'm living in fear...
is this wat she wants??
i dun mind her attacking me...
i juz dun wan her touch anyone i care for...
especially him...
i cnnt afford to lose anyone...
not a single one...
am i to put down my guards dwn as wat wx say...
if tis works i will...
now to me being strong...
i juz feel weaker...
sooner or later i will fall...
but i nid to hold on...
k not gg to carry on with this...
post next time
bye bye...
still in darkness...

2007-05-28T13:54:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..
holiday start liaoz...
got hmwk to do...
so not bad la....
he go china leh...
miss him so much...
wander how is he..
wat is he doin...
how meaningless can my life be...
vehh sad...
lets see....
hmm...
oh no d&t i duno how to do...
haiz...
wat to post i also duno...
may not use the com so often anymore...
except doin hmwk nid to use...
sianz.. ok la stop la later the more u all read will vomit blood...
kkz cya guys next time..

2007-05-24T17:35:00.000+08:00

hi guys...
i so hope tat its over...
or is it alrdy over...
i duno..
u all may not noe wat i am toking but well..
u guys dun nid to noe...
lols...
ok today cca cher and seniors treat us hahas...
after sch go find them ...
den was like running up and down...
finally found them and was like still nid to wait a while...
so sianz...
den leh yan qing(vice-chairman) ask wat to drink he go buy...
den he chiong to canteen...
den come forth and back lols...
run and run...
he sweat till cnnt sia...
all we hav was tibits...
so many sweet stuffs...
eat till cnnt eat all push here and there...
it was like so funny...
after cca photo taking all of us went off...
but i stay back as i saw wen xin and their cca taking photo soon so i wait for her lor...
i was having fun... so high...
see maths club so gd ...
makes me wanna join...
den leh when they hav their photo taken..
i and winston start playing...
run up and down...
after tat was like wen xin told me mr lee say we two catching butterflies huh..
i was like sianz as too bad no butterflies to catch...
ok la den go home ...
i and wen xin was like singing...
den her bus come so fast..
how much i wish i could walk vehh long wif someone...
walk till like nowher..
haiz..
nvm.. anyway holidays coming...
HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALL!!!^^

2007-05-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

haiz...
let me think wat to write...
hmm....
ya today 'special announcement'...
use till like an hour still say a short one...
pro pro....
den leh after ish the storytelling workshop..
was funny...
but one thing not gd got hmwk...
hahas...
sum more is like erm...
vehh boring....
den leh reccess...
next eng nth much lor....
do corrections haiz....
maths leh go hall....
den duno a maths pro come...
show how he use his brain to calculate quickly...
also show it with his children...
so impressive,,,
but he spoke to quickly cnnt really understand wat he toking....
haiz... too bad...
den wat huh..
ya our assembly and pc...
go it resource rm...
so nice got air-con...
den we watch movie.. call 'remember the titans'
its nice....
i saw wen xin lying against the table stand at the back of us...
den i see liaoz also did the same thing...
i was like enjoying..
i was like stretching my leg and put my bag nicely on my lap...
cuz its cold la so use my bag as 'blanket'..
den i can see zm lying down playing his psp under the table...
hahas...
den we watch half way time up...
stop we all sian diaoz...
choo say thur...
so no choice wait thur see...
hehe...
den i got cca den class photo taking...
den nth liaoz....
come home so tired...
ok la stop here bb guys =p

2007-05-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

hihi guys...
finally blogger ok liaoz...
so happi..
post post ...
haiz wat to post...
ya today the self-esteem damn funny...
i and wx go IT resource 3 quite early
and then infront of us got guys la...
duno why they walk so fast for..
den leh reach le...
den one of the instructor come out...
den we all down there crap...
den leh.. we promoted 2-3's moto...
hahas..
den suddenly duno wat she ask abt today...
wen jie go say 'ya'...
den we were like laughing and laughing....
den clement say ' den tmr chicken, den sat cow..'
so damn funny lor...
the workshop was fun..
didn't expect tat...
lols...
exam the result come out quite long leh...
but den leh juz wan to say...
not so gd lor...
haiz...
nvm leh..
i cnnt do anything to overdo it...
den leh took so many test....
get so many ans...
and couldn't beleive my eq so high..
and someone higher den mine..
haiz so high for wat...
now on9 also duno wat to do....
listen to music also...
den stare at the com.. haiz
nvm.. post next time...
buai buai...

2007-05-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hi guys…
sry hor nv post for long…
blog seems to hav prob…
den I sian diao…duno how to post sia….
den I now I try one method think can bah..
well happy sia…
exam finally over…
but den…
scared later check marks…
*faint*…
haiz juz pray hard can pass all…
den I happy enuff liaoz…
gg to watch spiderman3 tmr…
haiz…
feel so tired…
nowadays not enuff sleep bah…
hu noes…
hope my marks ok…
so worried sia…also vehh scared…
think I muz relax lols….
on the com..first on9…
den listen to music…
den go explore the web…
so bored duno wat to do…
its so nice to listen to music…
so nice….
Can relax totally..
or maybe not…
ok la… post next time… bb^^

2007-05-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

haiz....
exam still got like one week...
muz continue to jia you...
gg crazy liaoz..
today so pai seh...
haiz...
nvm.. heck care la..
chat wif wen xin over the phone until like so long lorr...
den is like tok a lot alot...
den leh say till the cupid...
i take the number for like three times bah..
according to wen xin la...
i didn't noe how i do tat...
and didn't even mean it...
haiz... say until so sad...
den crap and crap....
so sianz....
so happi see today so many ppl tag my tagboard ...
but is abt.. erm best not to say...
hahas..
sry sry....
ok la... stopping here...
buai guys cya next post... hehe =d

2007-05-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

hey guys...
exam liaoz...
so never post for days bah....
muz study hard liaoz....
cnnt slack...
tis exam vehh important...
haiz...
wat happen today...
so pai seh...
go library....
ok i dun wan to continue...
really nth to say...
u all vehh bad.....
arvin and andrew u two more bad....
aiyo...
nvm.. guys jia you for u all the dnt....
dun fail!!!
lols..
mdm hamidah go underline the word.. haiz...
not my fault...
sianz....
come on9 a while to post...
gd hor..
but no one come read so wats the point....
nvm... so gd luck 2-3... jia you wor...
buai buai.....

2007-04-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

arlow guys..
well as i promised...
i post!!! lols....
ok today i felt tat its called bully sam day..
why everyboddy bully me...
jian han scare me when i was packing up...
suddenly one fist come..
haiz... den leh..
maths nth much...
chinese leh...
i remember!!!
des ask me be organizer for the spiderman 3..
den i was like surprise...
xuan yang also folo des ask me be organizer...
ahhh....
den i keep pushing it to des and xy, juz dun wan be organizer...
den they two pass paper do duno wat survey...
vivo.. wan to die liaoz.. no money liaoz....
den still duno go wher see...
but comfirm ish after exam...
den leh now ish i and des organise...
haiz... go around the bush leh....
ya after sch de art.....
before tat...
wx, mei yu, nat, michelle, winston and me go out eat...
but leh nat and michelle started their 'catching'
den winston duno wher...
so wx, meiyu and me go first lor...we go kfc...
so sianz...
we crap a lot...
also i duno wat we craping abt...
go back sch after eating...
den ish like when at library there...
so may ppl doin the art lols...
den ish like say two thirty go com lab 3...
ok lor so we go...
inside com lab got ppl liaoz...
cher vehh long then come in....
wx and me was like straight away pass up our work when cher say not presenting infront of the class...
hahas
den leh first few ppl who are allowed to go home liaoz...
but didn't go home...
was like straying and ppl started to ask for help...
wx go help soon wan and zhan hong bah... i think also james ng they all...not so sure...
den i go help des, wen jie they all...
haiz... stuck at one spot for long...
den leh can liaoz... buahahaha.. happy..
but leh i help them not so nice...
so pai seh...
den see cher do wa so nice...
i even more pai seh....
den stay back till quite late la..
ask ppl to help of air-con.. cuz i too short hehe cnnt reach...
cher ask des to hold stuff for her.. den he hold one stack of CME book and the bag...
he shouted... "hey arvin!! never help me"
hahas
den i went to help him take the stack of CME book...
haiz...
den wen jie still wan treat me ice-cream to thank me....
den leh half way say he duno how to buy!! lols...
den he gib me the money to go buy ice-cream myself..
den i run away...
hehe...
den leh went home...
den leh nth much....
so leh.... end here...
see u guys next time buai buai!!!

2007-04-29T12:49:00.000+08:00

hihi....
wat hav u guys been doin...
kinda bored...
morning wake up start to study...
duno why... just wan to study..
nah not hardworking at all....
muzz study hard for mid-year exam...
if not later the marks come out..
will cry de...
will regret nber study hard...
but if study hard marks still low... no choice..
leave it.. try my best liaoz...
this morning go library the cafe there eat prata...
so nice... den drink milo...
also nice... hahas...
den lehh go tag other ppl tagboard...
nth much...
den come home on9...
send wen xin all the pics...
say all lehh...
later say so many...
no choice la...
tat particular day all of us so high wat can i do...
high also la...
take anything tat comes....
just do not wan to miss anything...
previously go sch keep taking out hp...
den lehh.. look out for anyone got songs...
bluetooth me...
also scared memeory not enuff...
haiz.. want to get high den like cnnt...
lols...
ok la.. i stop here.. promise to post soon..
and i try to fufil tat promise of mine...
buai buai....

2007-04-28T17:40:00.000+08:00

hihi all!!! i'm so sry so long no update lerrr.....
hahas... finally updated.......
wen xin keep nagging at me ask me update..
i know my blog beri dead....
no light.......
haiz.... well so many things happen...
dun ask me wat thing... but ish sumthing correct liaoz...
exam coming liaoz...
or shld i say its alrdy started!!!!!
well i hereby...
wish all of u~~~
GOOD LUCK FOR THE MID-YEAR EXAMS~^^
MUST JIA YOU WOR~~XD
scared scared....
wander the exam will difficult mah..
haiz hope not...
well i duno why but just.....
how shld i say...
maybe best not to say....
haiz...
maybe my life ish like tat...
i couldn't change anything..
leave everything, let nature take its course....
just dun think too much...
dun let myself stress out...
stay happy always.... :P
ok den muz remember to post liaoz...
if not gib ppl nag again... hahas...
cya guys next time!!! bye bye~~~~

2007-04-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

well hi all...
thx for supporting my blog by reading my post...
hope u all like ...
todae that horrible JH scare my by almost smacking his pencil case to my face!!!
so bad...
den was like he keep smiling like scare me very fun like tat...
fine maybe to him really fun....
haiz..
the 2.4km run was a tired one...
for me la...
no energy liaoz....
den thx to cheng mun for motivating me during the run...
if not i wun pass at all...
den leh keep thinking of something but duno wat...
just having many thoughts...
just life to me seems...
haiz nvm...
it doesn't matter much....
meh lesson was super boring cnnt take it...
todae whole class eat bananas...
before the run...
duno got work or not...
haiz.. cnnt wait for my bdae....
den i will be 14 ler....
haiz each year passes and i am one year older...
i hope i wun live alone all my life...
hope someone there for me...
haiz..
duno why tok all this crap..
all these days passes so quickly....
and i duno when i will eventually just...
got to heaven...
well hope not TAT SOON...
anyway ending here.. cya guys nexxt time..^^

2007-04-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

as far i hav look..
as far as i hav been searching..
i couldn't find the thing i want...
i hav been feeling so empty there...
nth can fill up the empty space...
except for sumthing...
which all of us would hav experience...
a wind could just blow me away..
a gentle touch could just break the cup...
for some of u may not understand wat i am saying but i think some of u do...
the feeling really makes me feel very low...
i really do not wan to hav that feeling any more...
i do not wan to feel so low on my bdae when i am supose to be happy..
i really feel helpless...
really helpless...
someone pls help me..
help me get out of tis...

ok now for wat happen todae...
lols.. maybe not much to share..
wandering how far can mr chen reach for sit and reach...
hmmm....
hu noes... haha..
haiz.. still so low...
try to high also cnnt..
y??? y i hav been asking...
but just duno wats the reason..
but i hav learn sumthing tat is to not pick up any amount of money when u see it...
instead of gd luck u will eventually hav bad luck i hav to say..
sry but there are real life examples i hav seen...
i shall not say...
tmr ish the 2.4 km run..
i scared i will fail..
haiz.. anyway juz try my best la..
wish all of u gd luck..jia you^^

2007-04-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

hey guys..
so long no see lols..
change my blogskin and song liaoz..
i noe veri obvious as u can see right now..
well veri long no post ler..
hope u guys wun angry...
the blog also hav been dead all this time...
so dead....
gd thing now no prob can continue posting...
happy liaoz...
haiz.. bdae coming..
cnnt wait^^...
wat will my bdae be on that day???
will i recieve present from anyone...
hu noes.. oni god noes...
haiz... no point of sighing now and den...
life still nid to go on...
i duno wat am i saying lols...
duno why suddenly say this...
ok leh late liaoz..
post next time..
wan me link u tag my board ^^...
cya guys next time...

2007-03-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

hiie all long time no see... hehe
pai seh no time to post tis few weeks..
sianz....
i pwn mr choo's reading programme...
den leh like yetserday kena caught by him damn it..
y muz he remember...
i hate him...
the two other guy volunteer themselves and den leh...
muz ask me go me nber volunteer...
so horrible...
crap lorr....
den leh found out sumthing tat again yesterday hse pracitse...
ai hse and cheng hse go jurong stadium... ish like the floor there beri the hot lorr...
den i was like so hot...
sit some more really trying to cook me sia...
den leh later horr bring us (remember me cheng hse ^^) go sit under the shade..
when we practicing the cheer i was like saw ai hse training...
i saw winston walking while the others was running..
see he slack till beri gd..
more obvious one...
mr choo wif the gals instead of bois..
i was like so freaking shock...
haiz.. sad sia..
ok la.. stop crapping here...
see ya guys next time....

2007-02-21T18:47:00.000+08:00

sianz.. during three day CNY holidays..
I NEVER RECIEVE ENUFF ANG BAO....
sob sob... ang bao money comfirm little...
i thot i will recieve quite many hu noes...
haiz todae mc so sad...
my throat pain sia..
still got fever...
and **cough cough** cough non-stop....
den my voice comfirm change...
SIANZ!!!! den leh everyone recieve their eng test paper...
YYYYYY...... everytime i mc got so important thing one..
i wan my eng paper... T.T
i wan see my FAILING result... T.T
hmmm.....hmm....
kkz my mum ask me rest after using two hours of com...
say i use long liaoz...
but not long enuff for me....
den leh i rest from 12p.m. to 5p.m.
i was like shock and my mum nber wake me up so sad sia..
rest so long leh...
let me see... 5hrs.. tats long haiz...
i can use that time play game play until like seow..
i wasted 5hrs sob...
well actually not really larr.
rest also gd lorr...
tired also.. now feeling better a bit oni...
sad leh.. throat damn pain lorr.
i like one month sick one time...
last month also sick....
i dun wan sick liaoz..
i dun see doctor liaoz...
scared already....
T.T wat can i do now... duno..
hahas.. seems to be tat i toking to myself...
den leh nth much to do...
kkz end larr... bb guys cya again next time. ^^

2007-02-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

i dun mind u guys dun tag
scold me all u wan....
i dun mind being alone again..
my life is like tat...
i can do nth to change it
wat if u cnnt use the com and unable to post...
will ur post be like quite long time ago???
hav u ever thot for urself..
wat if this happen to u
i dun think so u all hav think abt it...
if u keep thinking i ps u....
i hide sumthing from u...
doing things u not happi...
thinking i like to add oil to fire...
hav u every think of me???
i didn't mean to do it...
i juz wanna make more fwens...
is tat even a big problem...
i was juz oni playing juz no harm saying u wear class tee..
u may think its not funni..
but i really didn't mean it
u may think i hiding sumthing from u..
but i didn't tats wat u think oni...
if i ever make u angry i'm truly sry
i wanted to say sry...
but i think u wun gib me a chance to do so...
wat u write on blog..
i read it...
since this is wat u wan...
i'm alrite wif it...
u dun wan me to be alone i am thankful for tat..
if u wanna continue tis friendship i will be glad to..
if u dun i will respect ur decision....
the choice is up to u
i dun wanna hurt another person..
but i can truly tell
i didn't mean anything... friendship of cuz wanna keep it
but ur choice...

2007-02-08T17:55:00.000+08:00

haiz todae kena caught by ms chua my hair...
crap...
well i was so bored during sci nber tok for almost e whole period..
i cnnt do anything...
den like during recess time
i took out e pineapple tarts my mum made and eat
steven winston desmond all see liaoz wanna eat lols....
i let them eat... buahaha..
den they say nice i damn happi
sianz...
den rite desmond keep asking for recipe..
for his mum..
see he so guai lols
den rite e reat of e the day so funni
..
ZM also duno tell me wat say wat practice his line so funni
den like nth much ...
got wx they all say i flirt wif few guys..
i not lorr.crap.. they so ebil...
hate them ahhh...
haiz y like tat...
crap man still wanna put on blog lorr wx...
haiz...
i will die man.... sure one...
i become the evil piglet also..
and aslo rite todae we all see
zhan hong flirt wif a lot of galz.. lols
den ish like so omg.. hahas
kkz stop liaoz dun wanna crap todae bb...

2007-02-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

todae early in e moring reach class see e class nber open duno wat happen
i ask yukie and yuk say zhan hong take class key home nber return yesterday...
i was like shock....
den we all dwn there wait for zhan hong come and open door again
den ish like when zhan hong come and gib e key to yuk
den after opening e door...
yukie keep e key and they say keep e key dun let zhan hong return it and get back his ez-link card
was like so ebil..
haiz...
den pe was like so funni we go learn one dance called hands up..
so gay lorr...
the action beri gay....
all of us dance and keep laughing
anita so enthu... dance every steps...
keep dancing... i and wx was like omg
next time dun wan near anita.. lols
yukie sum how also...
but yuk like to dance lols.. i nber say anything
haiz so bored go chi lesson.. but get back test paper...
i beri happi i pass lorr..
thot meh lao shi teach comfirm fail liaoz lorr
sianz... pass gd liaoz...
den ish like winston keep askin me to gib him icicles...
haiz den one set 800 icicles.. i den i onli hab 830...
haiz.. sad lor gib liaoz will like left 30....
nbermind i duno how much is one set i ask clement...
he hor tell me he duno and say he chief bandit.... ask me go ask zi xiang
like i wan to ask like tat.. end up winston go ask haiz..
den nbermind... chi lesson over liaoz.. go back class
HCL ppl inside doin HCL test..
den i was like curios go ask clement say '' hey u shld noe wat u thief rite?''
den he ans me say'' i chief bandit i duno''
den i was like blurr ask him ''kkz u before chief bandit is bandit den before bandit is thief...
thief got luky seven wat.. u shld noe..''
he reply me ''i nber use lucky seven..."
i was like shock lor how come no lucky seven...
i ask him'' wat u use''
he tell me '' double stab.. i pure chief bandit..''
i was like =_=
pure.. den i was thinking pure chief bandit=pure clement...
i was like keep laughing...
tell wx i noe wat to post liaoz
...................
sianz.. den sci nth much....
eng leh got abt presenting infront
i and yuk was like cnnt sit side by side thx to clement..
stretch his leg out like so long hahas..
seperate me and yuk sob
also scared later sit infront of him he accidentally kick me wa i die sia
sianz...........
den those grp the presenter down there stress as their every action is video dwn
hahas
so funni.. mr choo keep goin there sit lorr.
so wan to be on screen
haahaas...
kkz.. stop here cya guys next post.........tata

2007-02-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

finally can post lols....
my hands hav been ichy...
kkz now i start crapping...
on sunday 4 feb e competition beri scary
when they ask us to start.. we all start flipping open e paper lols
den a while later someone sae those finish can go liaoz...
den our sec 3 straight away stand up.. we shock sia..
den when they walk past us we ask'' got so easy meh!!!!!?????''
den they say they tikam one
we listen liaoz veri cold.....
den so creepy my grp last one go out.. ahhh
den after tat we go eat lunch at kopitiam
eat finish liaoz go back to yo chu kang cc
reach liaoz saw all senior sit outside on e table... haiz
den e rest of us go in and take a sit
we sit and wait damn long.. haiz i get more and more boring den take out my hp
i sms my senior which sit kinda far from me
den finally anounce e three top to go in final...
got my sec 4 senior in which ish yan qing, qiu hua and lin yu
hahas den so happi for them...
i stay back to see the final..
so spooky the qns they ask so chim..
dun understand sia me..
so creepy.. lucky not me there i will scare to death..
den got one break dey ask one sch de perform sumthing..
the script damn funni
i was like laughing and laughing...
i wanted to video it down and go home see it over ans over again..
so funni
after tat ish e start of the second part of e final
sit infront of us ish the RI (Raffles Institution) ppl
den tis part nid to be fast to ans the qns...
den ish like all of us (JSS) saw them cheating...
even chers saw it.. so obvious lorr...
so unfair they cheat lorr...
den also most of us so regret nber take dwn evidence..
all of us take hp come out also..
haiz nber take e chance to take evidence..
SEE RI R CHEATER BUGS.. DUN EVER BELIEVE DEM....
we all so damn angry lorr...
we still help them clap when they got e ans correct...
haiz.. when giving prize we all veri funni.. u noe wat we do??
when they gib the grp which got third place... we clap to encourage them
when our senior take we clap damn loud..
when ish RI turn we all fold arms.. dun clap at all
den ish like got one part so quiet no one clap at all
hahas den we all laugh feel beri shiok...
on e way back home most of us keep scolding dem asshole...
hahas
so funni
we also purposely miss one train and wait for them come up the mrt station...
so ebil rite???
den like tat lorr....
ya i wanna tok abt todae before ending...
I ALMOST DIE!!!!!!!
is like actually goin out eat wif valerie, kaixin, nat, yuk, and wx
den like valerie wif kaixin go mac first wif kaixin fwens...
e four of us tokin to cher lols...
den after tat we walk together to mac
when nat and wx was tokin i and yukie was like competing
either one of us start saying 'i walk faster den u' den we increase our speed
we suddenly stop adn start saying'' i walk slower den u''
den we walk backwards..
i tried look at e back so i wun knock anyone
but end up walking towards the drain beside
dey shout ''SAM STOP!!''
i was like stunt and i stop..
yukie straight away hold me and say '' u dun wan ur lifr huh!!!''
i was lke laughin.. i noe u find me crazy
i nearly fall in.. i look carefully ish like tat area i almost fell in
got A LOT OF CORNERS!!!
wa if i really fell in i will die!! bleed to death...
if really happen i wun be posting liaoz
u wun see me tmr
u wun able to tok to me anymore
u wun... ok la i stop la
haiz kkz stop liaoz enough of crapping....
bb cya guys next time..

2007-02-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

todae wake up early in e moring 8p.m.
play my dad hp..
play until kinda long...
i unlock mani lv lols
den dad ask me go dwn eat breakfast..
sianz.. den suddenly hp ring...
wandering hu sms me..
hu noes.. its andrew.. sianz
den tell me saw pri sch cher and fwen on tv sianz..
early in e morning 8.30 sumore..
gd thing i wake up liaoz.. if not i comfirm cnnt reply him
tired lor
stay back so many times during sch
den now leh getting ready for sumthing
nid to practice.. gib tat person a surprise
use e evil plan lols
hope it works
but first time fail sob.. cry
and todae maple i lv up yay!!!
andrew also...
haiz
wan to win him lor
end up like both of us lv up sianz but i lv up faster den him by a lot
i now damn scared tmr my competition sia
nber read finish lor so scared..
but cher sae go there take cca points nia
got go in or not nvm
like dunnoe la
still lookin for blogskin for my another blog sianz duno wat to use
den i yukie natasha haven discuss the recipe for e home econ
die.......
so mani stuff still got common test...
duno how to plan my time liaoz
i am so dead.....
crap sum more later u all dun wanna read liaoz hahas
pls go class blog vote...
no more password needed cuz sum ppl cnnt go in...
kkz ending here.. cya guys next time....

2007-01-31T16:06:00.000+08:00

sry everyone... too busy tis few days unable to use the com
so resulting in not able to post... haiz sad...
todae eng test so angry.. i nber do finish...
ish like summary do a bit onli..
e rest i nber leave blank
but rite my comprehension poor until cnnt poor
so sad leh.. i left summary to do onli lor
ahhhhh.....
now class blog muz type password to go in and see
those dunnoe the class blog pass ask around.. shld be a lot of ppl noe liaoz
see the guys the lady killer thingy of e month.. veri surprise
jian han got 1400 votes!!!
dunnoe hu ish the crazy person keep voting until so wat lorr
1400 votes sia.. a lot leh
the gals one ish e man killer of the month... sad not much ppl vote sia
veri little
seems tat all interested in guys one..
den todae yang lao shi e class.. she play FFX-2, yuna singing
den most of 2-3 damn hyper when see it
its like veri surprise and summore got play and noe wat is it abt
i also see liaoz den veri happi
ish like tis is FF we r toking abt
u all shld noe la.. Final Fantasy..
nice to play one...
one thing also beri happi ish tat the lit cher nber come..
yay dun nid to see her face sia
so feel like punching her face..
gib e lit hmwk so difficult.. duno how to do lorr nid to go sch ask ppl
sci so mani things to do..
nid to dicusss wat to present sumthing like tat
sianz wanna play maple
like few days nber play liaoz
wanna lv up soon..
so i can win andrew!!!
he same lv but percentage higher den me so sad sia
kkz go play maple liaoz
post next time.. hope soon..
continue tagging.. ty bb..

2007-01-27T13:34:00.000+08:00

kkz i'm bored anyone can tell me wat can i do
todae early in the morning wake up play maple and online
haiz den hwk yesterday finish liaoz
den the competition rite i haben read finish and still nid to memorise
sianz lor den rite all info cnnt go into my head cnnt remember
read and read and read
only understand the first two sentences
shit la hu can help me
ask the leader also dun dare cuz dunnoe how to ask
den ish like nid to read den can understand wa lao
competition coming closer and closer
now i left a week
soo many things
how... anyone help me
haiz
so sianz so many pieces of paper infront of me
wat to do todae post comfirm short liaoz
nth much to sae
or maybe tell u all sumthing
zhan hong say valentine day organise party
our class incharge or another word ZHAN HONG !!
wth he in charge crap
he say nid cher agreement and the class
class will buy present more then two dollars and that we will exchange present..
kkz juz see mr choo and mdm hamidah agree and the whole class..
den thx to zhan hong he wan us gals pick boys so horrible disgusting
and HE WILL PICK MICHELLE!!! ok la jkjk juz pick up some humour
sad u gals muz jia you as i dunoe wat is zhan hong thinking
sianz how
nbermind anything i will inform all of u
kkz bb....

2007-01-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

haiz sianz...
todae horr early in the morning in the bus sumthing ridiculous happen..
before reaching sch the previous two bustop got one aunty board e bus..
she shout " move in pls" so gay lor..
e whole bus squeeze like mad sia heng i sit down..
den she still say " everytime ppl cnnt board up tis bus cuz of u ppl..
got space dun move.. other ppl cnnt board"
so rude sia.. like she blind like tat cnnt see e whole bus so squeezy
and crowded den we jurong student no choice mah almost all of us take 154 to sch..
she sucks sia.. keep scolding all the way as if is her business..
she kkep squeezing and sit infront of me.. still say wat" i muz take camera and take picture show as evidence.." so shit lorr
so rude sia
i can sue her for taking my picture without my permission sia
y cnnt leh
i got juan li to do so lorr
i at tat time saw few senior down there smiling
even the senior beside me
we found her ridiculous
at tat time really wanna gib her one tight slap
see she can tahan
her face black until cnnt black
see until i bui tahan
lucky next stop we all nid to get off lor
wa if continue see her face i vomit liaoz
todae art lesson slack sia
nber do anyhing keep toking to andrew they all..
andrew jia hao and steven keep wlking around
den chun hong is like so cute lor
his action so cute, the way he tok.. wa..
zhan hong like erm veri veri aiya dunnoe la
he got prob one
den chi lesson chun hong show us a book and everyone was so attracted to it
its called the Book Of Destiny..
tok abt horoscope stuffs.. zodiac like tat lor..
den meh lao shi keep wanna confiscate the book but chunhong hold it tight and walk away
from meh lao shi
so crappy
den i and wx also got sumthing to tell clement, zhen ming, james lim and arvin..
we got job to introduce to them hahas..
its like clement keep smilling den wx thot of e job of sales assistance..
den he will smile e whole day attend to the customer
for zhen ming he can be a consrtuction worker cuz his voice loud mah..
so he shout everyone can hear
for james lim can ask him go comic shop work as he got a veri cartoon face
arvin is tat he can work at the radio braodcast there cuz his voice special and tat
his jokes r funny if dun look at his face hahas
kkz now teach u how to see clement and zhen ming from e back
CLEMENT: tall tall one, bag put long long one, bag black colour one ish him
ZHEN MING: tall tall one, bag out high high one, bag purple colour one ish him
hahas
so now can differentiate???
easy rite???
lols.. ok ending cys guys next post bb....

2007-01-25T18:17:00.000+08:00

yay!!! got song liaoz.. hahas.. ^_^
i think u all shld noe wat song ish tis
todae sch can say nth much..
nono.. sumthing happen early in the morning
todae sch black out sia
after getting off the bus i actually didn't realise de sch ish veri dark
till my senior tell me.. i turn and see wa really damn dark sia!!!
dunnnoe wat happen lor my senior say black out.. haiz
den the way to classroom so dark dunnnoe wher u walking one
so creepy one
den can nearly knock onto someone
den u dun even noe hu walk past u sia
den walk up the stairs also muz careful if not u can start rolling down
hahas
well when i go in class i open the door.. BOO!!! fwens inside wanna scare ppl!!!
i nber kena scare hahas
den they keep scaring ppl hu coming in the class
some take hp out for torchlight
den zhen ming say "i think all tis ish the chers make one.. they wanna make us take out our hp
and confiscate it.."
its funni la.. he can think tis way
but i quite like it
the whole area dark dark one
dunnoe y i like it la.. juz got tat feeling
then all of us thot no sch liaoz cuz black out
can go home sleep and play
hu noes when all of us go out of e class to assemble e lights ok liaoz
haiz.. happi for nth
but dun nid to assemble lols
science we get to play wif human body..!!! not real one fake de ish a toy la
den ish like so funni cher ask u take out everything and later after ur turn u muz put back everything to the rite place
den i wonder wat if put wrong place wat will happen..
hahas
sci lesson was kinda fun we get to discuss and play..
crap so much u all still can handle??
sianz lor history lesson all of us so quiet sia
den zhen ming and desmond use the time in class do dunnnoe wat song
zhen ming use wat cher teach and write a list of 'lyrics' out
desmond use e song of dunnoe wat and zhen ming sing out wat he write
it was kinda funni anyway
dunnoe keep saying the cher lor so poorthing ms tan
but den they sae ms tan bully dem hahas
during maths still ask mr lee muz praise us infront of mr choo
sae wat ' excellent and perfect class' !!!!!
hahas
den mr lee reaction so funni lor
i like mr lee he become one of my fav cher
kkz enough liaoz so tired and sianz wat can i do
next time post lor bb.....